Hello Bloggers, I'm back!

I've been so busy, I haven't posted on here in a while. I've been on http://www.interpals.net I really like that site. It's a penpal site, I love to write and receive snailmail :) I will be posting on here more from now on.

CHANGiNG TABLE

Today my mom got a nice changing table for my son! It's great!

TODAY iS SUNDAY!!!

I went to church this morning. I love to go to church, I guess you could say growing up I was a church girl... strayed away and found my way back in the church :) When I wasn't in church, started hanging out with the wrong crowd that's when all my problems started. I'm back, and that's all that matters. Today, a couple of old friends from the church was there. Old friends I use to hang out with when I wasn't in church. Trey, Andy and Daeshuan. They are all my ex-boyfriend's cousins... it was awkward seeing them there, and especially Daeshuan, I'm not too fond of him because he tried to rape me when my ex wasn't around. Seeing them reminded me that I'm glad I don't have to hang out with them no more, go down the same streets, and do the things I use to do. I feel like I've matured in the Lord, and I've come too far too look back. I feel like that old song, "If anybody ask you, what's the matter with me... just tell them I'm SAVED, SANTiFiED, I've got the holy ghost spirit and I've been baptized, and I've got Jesus on my side, I'm running for my life." I feel that sometimes, you just have to go through something and it'll make you appreciate God even more. I know God keeps on doing great things for me, there's times when I should of and could of been dead but I was saved by God's mercy and grace.

BiG NEWS... I went to the doctor this morning

It's a BOY!

I went to the doctor this morning. I'm having a boy! I have a son! I love the sound of that! My son, I'm a name him Jazion. (Pronounced Jah-Zee-On) I'm so happy! Now I'm a have to buy boy stuff for my son! I'm so excited! I love my son so much!

This morning I went to the doctor

I went to the doctor this morning, I thought I was going to get another sonagram so I can find out if I'm having a boy or girl... the doctor doesn't do sonagrams on wednesdays so I'm going back this friday in a couple of days. I got a checkup and my blood work is just fine! I thank GOD for that :D It doesn't even matter to me if I have a boy or girl, I just want a happy healthy baby.
Also today my lil' 3 year old twin cousins Michael & Wesely came over. They're spending the night. They're so cute, and I'm not just saying it because they look just like me lol. They're such bright wonderful children, very smart for their age!

CLASS WAS COOL!

Today I went to my breast feeding class at the WIC office. I learned why breast milk is more healthy than formula milk. They gave me lots of free stuff at the WIC office, baby magazines, pamphlets, and I bought a cute little green blanket for my baby with the MOMMY DOLLARS they gave me. I'm going to be attending a breast feeding class for African Americans every 2nd and 3rd wednesday of the month.

The Difference Between Breast Milk & Formula Milk

• Formula milk is not as nutritious as breast milk.
• Formula milk has water, protein, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins and minerals
• Breast milk has more
• Breast milk has water, protein, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, Enzymes, Growth Factors, Hormones, Antibacterial factors, Antiviral factors, Anti parasitic factors, Anti allergenic factors, Anti allergenic properties.
  
• Formula milk is no match for breast milk!

The class was very educating! I can't wait to go again to the WIC(women, infants, & children) class. I go to the doctor in a couple of days. I'm going to get to see my baby again on the screen! I'm a be 5 months. I'm a find out if I'm having a boy or girl :D

I wish I didn't love you anymore

By: De Anna Adkins (me)
this poem is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend.

I wish I didn't love you anymore,
But you stay on my mind.

I wish I didn't love you anymore

Yet, you're the one who screwed up
So why do I feel guilty all the time?

I wish I didn't love you anymore

You took my heart and stomped
on it in my face.

I wish I didn't love you anymore

You found me quite easy to replace.

I wish I didn't love you anymore

I miss those beautiful days and long
nights we shared.

I wish I didn't love you anymore

Yet, I still care....